IM SO FUCKING STRESSED WIF MY FAMILY!!!! y recently evy mth u are asking me for $$!!!! no way m i lending u anymore! because u will scold me when u r returning me e $$ .. i duno what happen to uall la! so stressed.. u tink i earn alot for my work issit?!! pls dun gif birth so many children when u all cant cope! i rather i dun exist! will update more abt my life when im cooled down. i hate my family.
7/31/2006 06:58:00 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
i just dont trt someone as my fren anymore. i tink u dun qualify as my fren.
sun - went to shop alone after work. bot triump bras n in e end i got 2 free pearls that are taken out from oysters?clam? they just dig out 2 n gimme. anyways. after i went to forever 21. n got myself a necklace .. nicenice i love it. but its e last piece so it wasnt so shiny. sigh..
mon - meet up wif huifen after her work. went to bugis. n haf our dinner in pasta mania. update to each other about our lives. really miss this ger eh! den we went shopping ard looking for mydress. went to ICON. did try some dresses but not really nice.. oh. i bot this top i tink from tw.i nv even tinik abt it n i bot it at 35bucks. hmm. its just v simple lor. except cutting v unique. e lady suggested me to find a belt to goes wif it. ohsigh. gotta spend more money just for this top! abit regret.. went back to bugis juntion n wnet to e new accessories shop..hf lk so crazy over accessories la. in e end she bot a gothic kind of necklace n i got myself a heart-shaped necklace too.. =) she asked me whether i lk "love" alot coz e recent necklaces haf either "love" or "heart-shaped" .. hmm. mebbe i missing e love from someone... after. we went to bugis village. try on this stripped top. love it ! almost buy it until we realise tt e material is v easily torn. sigh.. shopped till 10pm coz hf is tired from work.
tues - on the way to my work. i saw my "yuan yi" crush!! haha. if u read my previous entry abt e "devil besides u" drama.u will noe. hes so charming la!
*i missing my dear v much.i did cried for a few times till to loneliness. its like really something BIG missing from my life!
7/26/2006 01:37:00 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
sigh..im so bored right now. its 1135pm right now. waiting for the last customer. its a sat yet i haf no plan! coz hes on field camp.. sigh. no call from him . feeling so weird... =(
wed- hate my dad. he scolded me n say he wanna throw me outta my hse. y?! coz my mum's back home at 3pm n i ask her wheres my lunch? den she ask my dad n my dad said he ask me in e morning b4! wtf. he din ask me. end up he say i getting rude n etc.. n he started scolding me! i hate him!!! anyways in e evening met up wif celest coz yongta had reserved for me beanie for him.. we went to look for bin 1st but cudnt find her.. den we started went looking for my vcd i wan.abt 9 we went to pacific plaza to look for yongta.din buy e beanie coz i dun lk e color. so sorry for tt sia.!really thx to both of em for helping me find beanie!=)
thurs - finally got my taxi claim!! =)=)=)
today - mr. gary- one of e directors .. treated all the depts pizzas!!! sooo nicee ! ohh.. i witness a fight of my colleagues today! hahas. both adults i tink at the age of 27 n above. were shouting n quarreling so loudly in the office! hahas. they were lk shouting "fuck here,fuck there" .. omg.. lk small kids ehh.. =p its just over clients matter.n not somethin personal. lols. i just cant stop luffing at them coz i feel tt its abit childish.
7/22/2006 11:33:00 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
:edit: on sat when i was in bugis wif him. we walk past cd shop n i saw a bitch! yess ! e bitch who came into my last relationship. i can explain e story to u if u wanna noe. too bad i cudnt make sure if was her so i din go into e shop .. but now i m confirm its her!bitch!
times always passby so fast when u r enjoying urself right?! sigh..
fri - after my work join els n celest .. i bot this jeans which i had a similar color lasttime but i lk it coz it has a small butterfly logo! hee. den we went shopshop for formal. soon yongta join us. after shopping. dey acc me to eat dinner at foodcourt.den we start chatting wif e cheena songs playing in the background. lols.. oh.. celest n els realise tt i was upset over him coz it was 1030pm n yet he din ans my call n even put down my fone.. well. blur me! i 4got it was his guard duty day. n he dun slp at 1030 for guard duty. he din ans coz he was toking to his sergeant. sigh. sensitive me...
sat - offday requested! heee. meet up him in bugis.ard noon.. we bot movie tixs for "Pirates of the Carribean".. went to repair our bracelets. bot silver dip to clean all my silvers.. went to mac for quick lunch. den off for our movie. wahlao. bugis threatre really suxs! it was SUPER dark n dere were no NUMBERS written n how e hell we noe where we sitting!!! omg.. movie is funny except im quite blur for most of e parts coz mebbe i nv watch part1.. anyways after movie.as he had promised. we went to take neoprint.yay! so long nv take neoprint. boooo.. i so long nv take neoprint n most of my shots are almost e same !! =( anyways pics were great.. after neoprint session we went to watson to buy antiseptic cream for him.. n we even went to shop for hamster food!!! hee. took bus to jurong east.. haf stingray for dinner! yummy! hahas. oh btw both of us were having sorethroat! =p hungry him still ate a bowl of fishball noodle! went to his hse! he lie to me!!! he promise he will watch vcd wif me even tho it was 1am.. budden he went to slp!! was so angry wif him. e worst thing is he throw stuff at me n we almost went into a fight. i ignored him n he apologized to me. sigh. just when evything's fine..
sun - ignored him e whole night .. but he kept apologizing coz he was so tired over e guard duty.. well. i hafta be understanding ba.. he sent me to work. bot doughnuts for me coz i nv eat breakfast n lunch! niceey dear ! really miss him .. n hes going to field camp next wk! omg . 7days of no contact wif him =(
7/16/2006 11:42:00 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
working right now. nuthin to do. hmm.listening to a great song over e radio right now. i tink by westlife.
hmm.. its getting boring evyday whereby after work i go straight home. lost my bet in soccer as expected.told ya its a draw.blehhh!lotsa agencies called me .. n e pest company director even called me to interview. but i dun lk industrial area so i rejected. hmm.kinda tink of it. shld i stay in this company till i start my studies next yeaR?! i get upset and disappointed over some of frenz recently.. sighh.. supposed to go out today for a a movie but mr.alan dun allow me =(
anyway if any1 know how to record from a internet which is playing but no download can pls tch me or help me?! im so addicted to this song "When There was Me and You".. cudnt find it over e net for e download.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don’t come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It’s like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn’t mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
7/14/2006 01:44:00 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
tired tired.just rch home.
sat - dear bk out day! met him in town ard 3. he helped me carry my stuffs.den we went to shopshop in fareast. supposed to shop for his clothings. but he cudnt find nice ones. after. we went to haf lunch at kfc. yea. fast food again right. but din eat much for me la. den we went to taka walk smmre. bring him up to my office to show him e location n off he go off. sigh.gotta do closing. do from 5pm till 11+pm .. he came to my office to look for me. feel so bad tt he waited till 1hr liddat to finish my work. left at 1230am. yea. quickly rushed to buy our midnight tixs for "Superman Returns". yea . both of us so long nv watch midnight movie together! so excited la. acc him to eat BK. den went for our movie. quite boring for sm parts. but clark is really so handsome !!! movie ends ard 3+ . slept at 5am. how tiring!!!
sun - hafta wake up at 9am. =( not enuff slp. he send me to work n bot cookies for me ! =) miss him! * worked till 7pm . 1hr early off. stupid me say smthin wrong tt my schedule for following wks gonna be sucky ! anyway i ask my colleague to help me place 5bucks bet on Italy! hope italy win man! yea. inoe small bet. but hee. dun be greeedy. but sm how my heart tells me its gonna be a draw during e 90mins. after work. went to meet up les in sushi tei ! celebrating les anni! yea. i organize n its quite successful tt all les turn up! update each of us alot. took lotsa fotos. even yongta came n join us! after dinner we walked to cine. take even mre pics. sat at bk n chill. took cab home coz i was soooo tired!
i miss dear.~
7/10/2006 12:58:00 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
tues - went for my interview at tampines. hmm. e lady nv interview me coz she gotta go for another meeting. but one guy interview me.. hmm. after interview. took bus to town.. meet up celest n shaobin. went to town to shopshop.at 6pm gotta go for work. closing again!!!! was sick in e night after having my dinner. it suxs. hafta work alone when im sick! smmre was so bz tt i nv even get to tok to him on e fone.!
wed - boss was so angry wif one recept .. luckily not me sia!
thurs - manager mc again!!!
today - off day. was so sad. actually kp my day free just for him. but he say he only can come out on sat n sun. sigh.. so anyway meet up elsyne at 4pm. acc her to shop formal clothes. she bot one set of formal. nicenice. sigh. din manage to find my pant at mphosis. so sad. no more stock le. anyway we went to town. bot my curler n straightener at 45bucks..den eat at crystal jade. fullfull. after went to buy her cardigan n buy my jacket! a happy day.. until... wtf. super angry. oso wif myself. i was in e bus. was abt to alight. bcoz i was holding many things n i hafta squeeze my way out. accidentally hit e bag on a woman! n she scold me loudly" can u look after ur bag" .. i already said sorry. den i shout sorry to her. wahlao. accidentally only ma. smmre i was holding to so many things ! so fucking angry wif her n myself for being so careless. after when i cross e road. almost got knock by a car. wahlao. e car speed n i was oso tinking abt e incident till i din realise it was nearing me. wtf. wats wrong wif me. !!!! i gotta wake up!
7/07/2006 11:11:00 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
niceeee weekend out wif dear again ! =)
thurs - chat w him over e fone. he was so worried abt me changing jobs coz he scare i meet new guys. wow.lasttime he dun even care. ! hee.
fri - supposed to go interview for agency. but was so darnnn lazy. so gif excuse. =p went to meet jia instead. we went shopshop. both of us bot mango tops! we shopped until its time i went to meet elsyne n left jia.. met up elsyne in marina. we went to buy movie tixs for "RV" .. went to haf dinner in food court. we chat for lk 1hrs + .. den we went for our movie. hmm. e show is so-so nia. oh.btw. we saw sebastian(superstar) wif his gf. hmm.i prefer him in black hair.
sat - Happy Les 3rd Year Anniversary!~~~ his book out day!!! met him up in ps at 3pm.. kp searching for a new hp.. we went to kinokuniya. n saw zheng geping.hong huifang. sebastian n dawn yeoh. n alot of press. coz dawn has just publish a new book for herself. haha.even he find dawn abit act sweet.! went for my work at 6pm. sighsigh. worked till 12+ .. waited for contract officers to leave together. yet he called n kp asking me m i wif guys or anythin n kp asking me to go off quick. ohmy. guess hes abit possessive now. anyways i left at 1am. took cab to his hse. he oso just left from his fren's hse n we meet at his hse below. yea. he bot dinner for me ! but dun taste gd! lols.
sun - my bag was spoil.. nicey dear's mum help me sew up n now in perfect condition! thx auntiee!! was supposed to buy hp.budden change my mind. we went to far east to eat our lunch den went to taka. had to start work at 5pm! yea. closing. but 1hr earlier! sigh. anyway this time i end work early ! at 11pm go off le! but no cab claim! =((( anyway i still took cab but dun claim lor! hahas.
mon - meeting !! sian! was supposed to go for my interview. but hafta change again.anyways after my interview! got my cheque !! eee. expect to earn more coz i work more this mth. but sian. lesser n lesser! bleah. anyway i went to meet him up after. we walked to ps . coz this time im going to buy hp! er.a little short of cash so borrow half of e money from him. will return him when i banked in my cheque n when my mum return me what she took from my banK! yea. i bot samsung d520 no contract at 483( include gst) !! den we went to haf our lunch . went to his hse. let him pack up his army stuffs n after he gotta bk in .... =(((((
